Ah well

Yesterday, and more often than not, I am in a confusion over what this leadership stuff is all about. What am I doing it for? Is it making any difference? Am I behaving any differently (in a positive sense)? I experience all the same old frustrations and anger and conflicts and, if anything, feel them more strongly when they do show up (and no, I don't expect them to disappear as a result of the training). Am I making the most of a lot of money? What am I doing?!

And then, other days, I relax, and feel much more free about the whole thing. And does this have anything to do with the leadership training? I don't know.

I just don't know.

Feeling a little glum about that.

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